Minus Simple Love

when my stars are upside down
roaring winds wrestle my heart
with righteous force
unattatched to the future
don't know what I am
only know what I create
these things I make from words
I have no unfinished work
except
well
love makes me get lost
like an unstoppable curse
betting on a stranger
my head and my heart are tired
no longer want bad advice
to ice my desire down
I can explain these things
like it was born in your head
if only the perfect one
would share his planet
revolving perfectly
just mouthing the words to my favorite story
the revised edition
I have been adding color
revealing myself
I am holding my breath in a sigh
my sky is full of fantasy
from wishes and words I've used
no more cheap roses

-B

Pretty

Wow

Fun

So Good

Woah!!!

I think there might be more...

<3

Enjoy

Listening to

Turn

sensitive face
so much noise
strangling with questions
nowhere to hide
i am on my own
pulling my feelings down from up my sleeve
in these times
it could mean anything
but i chose to get specific
today threw rocks
when i thought it was mine to destroy
for every moment i get stuck
there is another one waiting behind it
so affected
my ego does a repeat trick
sick of the sound of me
too obvious
always explaining
waiting for time to move me along
-B

Fascinating

So What is What I Say to Wednesday

Private Rebellion

just seconds away from falling apart
i don't always pick the right people
i am having difficulty closing doors
so new ones can open
i am too self-indulgent
i just want who i write for
to hear it
to laugh for no reason
even if i am scribbling
just want to reveal myself
by showing off my emotional ideas
i like being on the edge of failure

-B

loooove

Island

this pile of madness
in time
not slowly
but suddenly
will be written down
all of my guts
pushing strong ideas
earnest hands typing the letters
that belong to words that i make dance
in a flash you will see exactly how it is
taking advantage of being alone
living my life
just me and time
an experiment
incessant creations
small snapshots
conversations with myself
my stuff stays where my stuff lives
the extra is yours
-B

just let it out

sounds good

Listening to

Monday/Everyday

I wake up and read or make art or write or make songs or meet friends for lunch, or shop. I have to be “doing” something. I like things so much. Really. I do. It is kind of heartbreaking for me to know that about myself. I just love music, people, art. It all terrifies me too.I hear music in my sleep.I am writing a song about the dream I had last night. Song dream-chasing is what it is.
ALSO...
I choose myself as a willing candidate for my artistic endeavors as I know myself rather well. I don't mind sharing.
You never know how much you know, until you give it away.



-B

Earthquake-WOW!

Fantastic

Happy Friday!

Book Choice

Off Switch

long night
so many minutes have gone wrong
my bed hides beneath the surface
my legs wish they were getaway sticks
running towards my comfort
I submit myself
to the word
the night word
I am too young for this
I am too old for that
can't buy another round for time
I can tell
I am far too clean
to be around such a mess
but I shall say goodnight with a calm wave
and stay inside my own desired light
dreamlike
-B

La La La

gravity left me
got carried away
the things I see
help me create
all of my ideas
all of their beauty
I don't mind this
forgetting the ground
makes it pretty
my hands hold on to the strings
I am easily attached to things
having fun with my thoughts
awakens my vivid imagination
heading towards the sky
dreamer becomes my occupation
ripping open the air
allows me to cry
with loose tears
I'd rather fly

-B

This is my ride when I am home.

so good it hurts my feelings

B L U E

my blue feeling
midday
Monday
clouds are passing in my frame
my mind is not in charge
I have loud parts
and my mouth is like gunfire
I keep talking
I don't listen well
in search of more of me
as much as I would like to be in love
I am not
it happened once
and
I lost myself to my heart
the one story still lives
I can remember the war
it made me out of tune
today
Monday
my blue
-B

ahhh

good morning

i noticed when i drink caffeine shit get’s done but also i sound crazy. oh saturday... i love you or something.

on repeat

Balancing on the Edge of Disaster

like a fool
looking to your heart for a truth
a risky adventure
working on everything I can be
just to make you smile
make your heart lose its beat
I am wearing too much of you
more than you revealed

-B

Absolutely Perfect

that day
will be sweet
I can feel it
I can see it
it's beautiful
you will guide me
your hand will open my hand
to hand over promises
to keep
making it possible
to be the only one
doesn't matter who you were
now is with us
you found me
the only consequence
is all of me
I recognise this
without my history
trusting a stranger
listening to the wind
pure joy
next to the warmth in the spring
around the corner I can hear you laughing
I have been sailing by your side
waiting for you
to take me to the safest harbor
where our love lives
come from your dream
that day
one day

-B

My Own Movie

Tonight created the perfect setting to unfold upon two warm hearts. She waited a second to turn around. His curiosity lead the way into a romantic feature. The excitement allowed them to dance.Nervous feet gave away the secret that lived inside. The moment was exaggerated and the redness from her shirt veiled her face. Like the ocean they rocked and swayed. Her hair made waves. He arrived just in time.
After the dance they thanked the night by sharing a kiss.


THE END
-B

Treasure

I am speaking directly to your heart
I am here to surround you with my smile
my heart and mind have run away together
when you go to sleep
I will be there for you to hold on to
the waves of the night
will carry us away
in my bed
we float
when you ask for a kiss
I will give you 5
when I get lost
I blame you
never want to be found
I have a smirk on my face
you smeared your love across my heart
my days kneel before you
you are not of this world
you are the comfort of my body
I will stay for a while
traveling like smoke
boundless
-B

love

I love record stores

now

I like to sit and just free think in the mornings. Soon it will be different as I am ready for some change.