Birthdays

So much to collect.A long slow slide.
I never want to forget.There is never enough time.
I make a wish and wait until the desire catches on fire.
I look in the mirror to see if I look a little tired.
I am still youthful. I still shine bright.
I am kind to my body and I sleep well at night.
I live my future presently and I like what I have become.
I can't digest the fear and allow myself to come undone.
I am closer to getting over the hill but my hands are in the air.
I won't run away. I will stay in the middle of HERE.
There is always something to learn. There is always something to do.
There is always another year with a chance to feel brand new.
-B